So I told my boyfriend today that because of a trauma responce im into cnc. Thats consensual non consensual for those who don't know. He promised he wouldn't judge, but I was already expecting him to. Low and behold, he did, and he flipped out on me. So I made up a quick lie and said it wasnt what I meant (cause he had searched it). He said he wasnt comfortable with it but was still freaking out. I said sorry but now im being cold because I cant figure out how to open up to someone who shuts it down that quickly. I get that he wasnt okay with it, but the way he reacted threw me back into the trauma I've been trying to get away from. I dont know if im the bad guy rn.
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