i feel like i can never get over anything. i’m 19 years old ill be 20 in 2 months, i was bullied in highschool by my ex best friend and all her friends and she’s totally happy in life. she goes to college and has a huge friend group, she’s popular and loved by so many people, she has money and goes on trips, she literally is living the dream life and i can’t stop having panic attacks at night thinking about the stuff she put me through. the death threats, the constant bullying, the rumors, i have nightmares and wake up heart racing and shaking and i feel like i’ll never get over it. how can she have traumatized me forever and i’m stuck like this while she gets to be happy? it isn’t fair. everybody thinks she’s so sweet and kind too but she was such a horrible disgusting person to me. why can’t they see her for how she really is? or do they and they just don’t care? i just don’t understand why the world is like that, why can’t karma be real, why can’t she suffer for what she did