I don't know what's happening. I feel so suffocated, like there's a rock in my throat. I can't stop crying. I don't know why I'm crying. I need to talk to someone all the time. Nothing is clear, but when I talk to other people randomly, I laugh hysterically. When I'm alone for even a short time, I can't stop crying and feel suffocated. Just reply to my messages. Don't leave me alone. I don't know what's going on with me, but please don't disappear. As soon as someone talks to me, I forget everything. As soon as they disappear, I feel like I'm dying. I want to go out all the time and hang out somewhere. I'm either laughing hysterically with someone or crying alone. There's no in-between. And right now, I'm just crying.