(if anyone needs it: findahelpline has hotlines, just write .com after it. take care everyone) man, there were these ocs i let go of back in 2023, and while ive all but moved on and healed for the most part, i forget so often they were with me for 6 years of my life; years in which i was in my developmental stage, aka 11-13, so they were particularly important. their story was one in which we basically all grew together; to have basically the whole world of theirs crumble so suddenly that year was horrible; and the realizations that fell after it hurt most too. idk, this is such a unique thing i think - but all in all, im just sad and frustrated that i still mourn over them so much; that i still miss it. idk, thats all huhu.