My father and i are currently on vacation Whilest we have our good moments where we can laugh etc, once his mood slightly drops he gets extremely angry and lets it all out on me. Sometimes i feel caged around him. Like metal shackles that have a specific timeline before they break and i am free again. When he gets angry i have to obey like a puppy. But honestly. Im so done doing so, and this is my first step to freedom. Letting it out. Please dont judge, or do. Idc. Sometimes i feel like bashing his head into a brickwall