whats the fucking point of being alive if no one gives a fuck about me?? I'm able to bear it if I had a friend to be with but everyone has someone else they prioritize and no one's invited me to hang out. this whole summer. I feel like no one cares anymore. whenever me and my sister do stuff together, I look over and more often than not shes texting her boyfriend instead of doing stuff with me and if I want to tell her something I have to repeat it multiple times because shes too focused texting him. I just want to kill myself rn so that people will pay attention to me, but ik they'll just move on in a week anyway so why do I give a fuck about them when they clearly dont care about me? I just dont know what to do anymore