Rant #13184

i told my friend about the 50 year old i have been talking to from ages 14-17. he thought i was joking at first but later asked me what was even interesting about some old man. i didnt know what to say so i said ‘idk i think im just lonely lwk 🤷‍♀️’ and he said Y E A H… i’m so embarrassed and humiliated. how do i go back from this?