I don’t understand the narcissism. I open up about handling a death in the family and the struggles through the first month and suddenly I’m awful and unreliable to my clients. It just makes the severe depression I am already in that much more dangerous. I don’t want to exist anymore, online or otherwise. I’m never good enough for anyone in my life, no matter what, so what’s the point in building a career that I’m just going to have over invested in with no payout. I wish the people around me could be capable of emotionally being supportive. I feel like I’m losing my mind, my friends, and my business
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