21 , never picked first , always left on read , expected to show up , to be there for people but never receive the same energy back. Never fallen in love Never been “loved” romantically Never had dreams of actually getting married because it feels like wasting on energy on something that’s so far out of your reach it hurts Not necessarily want a lover but I just wished I had someone in my corner , someone who wouldn’t mind me talking about my hobbies , someone I can listen to music with , someone to go out dancing , someone that will show up for me and I wouldn’t have to feel less about myself. Love mila
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