So basically I shouldn’t feel bad about this but I do. My best friend and my “ex” kinda I don’t know what we really were, they like each other now. And it’s probably just a face I don’t really like him anymore it’s just I don’t know. I don’t wanna have to sit and watch all the things he would give her and not give me or the way he treats her and would not treat me. Honestly I have been praying since the moment we ended things that they wouldn’t get together but I guess didn’t work. They would talk while we tg and it would make me so jealous. She’s so much prettier and funnier than me, every guy at our school wants her like I’m not even exaggerating and I’ve wanted that boy for so long and he was all I could think about for three years and he just dropped me like that. I want them to be happy and I shouldn’t get in the way of that. The truth is that I went a really long time not wanting him and now that this has happened, and watching them, I’m starting to remember why I liked him.