I hate going through crap like I have today/this morning. I don't get how one family member can defend another's crappy treatment of you. In their eyes they do no wrong apparently and are too passive so they'll just defend the abuser instead of their own fucking child. And they actually did times I was physically abused. How can anybody do that? Then gaslight you and go ahh that's the last it'll be alright. It's like nobody understands what I go through. And the stupid autocorrect causes me to miss words or change them as well when I'm writing. I'm not saying my family is without some good qualities. But the repetitive abusive drunken behavior of one and the other just defending them when they sober up treat me like shit then double team me like I'm the bad guy? Yeah I want tf out. And I get called crazy and mental too. The only crazy one is the one who refuses to acknowledge their addiction and apologize for what they do. They're an awful mean really aggressive drunk. Which gavemeptsd