Part 2: I get enough of people's bullshit that I can only hold it in so long. You know. The person who bothers nobody gets treated like a fuckin dart board of verbal abuse, shitty attitudes. It's ok when others get angry resentful pissed. But when I do? Oh no heaven forbid I'm told to calm down quit yelling blah blah blah. I've had enough fans bullshit drunks. Can't remember can't remember is all they'll say for defense. Well I fuckin do and even have some audio/video of it. They won't acknowledge it look or listen to it. I'm sick going through all this bullshit you wanna abuse drugs/alcohol that's on you. You become abusive to us on or off it then it affects us all and is a real problem n I don't deserve this shit. And my Karen neighbors? I wanna throw rocks through their windows since they're untalkable to. Don't. Fuck. With. Me. I'm over all this bullshit. I don't need this. Life's too short as is.