Rant #13090

I am not feeling good about myself. I am not able to hold conversations, with one specific person. I like her or say weirdly obsessed with her. I used to feel like she likes me too, but sometimes I don't know maybe i say something wrong. And then she ignored and her texts become dry. I am not able to figure out how do I behave. My mind goes empty when I am talking to her. I didn't know why does it feels like a war everytime, which I am not able to win