I keep spending money on new clothes, most of which I like, but I haven't worn most of them yet because I'm extremely afraid of being laughed at for dressing even a little nice. I'd much rather stick to my sweatpants and undersized gym shirts from high school, the thought of trying anything different is terrifying. Even though being judged in public hurts, my social anxiety always wins. I just wanna dress nice and have good style but it feels like the whole world wants to laugh at me.