i feel insane lowk but like i've always imagined kms in the future like it's pre planned. i can't bring myself to do it anytime now. like i have a whole scheme of living alone and having an od or carbon monoxide poisoning or shi. but like it's all planned in my head. idk man idk it's like it's the one thing that i have like been considering and kind of going through maybe i am alrdy insane and js wandering around undiagnosed lol