GOD I HAVE SO MUCH TO GET DONE AND EVERYTHING JUST KEEP PILING THE FUCKKKKKKKK UPPPPPPPPP please STOP it all im TIRED AS HELL i just want to have a nice break and sleep my ass off. my ex is out there spreading lies about me undiagnosed, i have to sit the FUCK down and baby his prinzessin cheeks. the scientific research is going absolutely HAYWIRE, i cant sign up fOR MY CREDITS AND I FEEL LIKE IM NOT GONNA GRADUATE ANYTIME SOON. i messed up my job, they FLUNKED up my pay. i want to finish my cosplay, i need a photoshoot. everything is just FLIPPING the FUCK up oh my god someone out there PLEASE send help. JAIL my ex and solve my issues for FUCK sake. my family wont SHUT UP and im overstimulated over EVERYTHING. i need music to sleep. i want to watch the odyssey, i want to draw, play my piano and do all those silly artistic stuff without a single worry. OF COURSE EVERYBODY IS AN ARTIST UNTIL RENT IS DUE !. im so TWISTED RN is ANYBODY IN THE SAME SITUATIONS i need to know im not alone.