im genuinely a failure. im mentally ill, im disabled, i have a chronic illness, i cant cook, i cant drive, i cant go out, i cant make my parents proud, i have no friends, i dont matter to anyone, i swear i try my hardest but i just cant, everytime i try to make worth out of my living people just continue to prove to me that i dont belong to this world, my parents always set high expectations for me and i cant reach them, i cant do anything. i want to take my own life so bad. i want to matter too.
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