I dont know what to do. I understand your feelings i understand everything you mean but it hurts. I dont know if something happens and i need support i can ask you i already didnt feel comfortable with it but now i double dont. I keep trying to search for the proof of everything ive ever told you trying to find something that proves all these things arent fake that everything ive said means something. I know this will always feel this way, i can tell youre loosing feelings for me i know you are going to love me less this is how it always starts one bad arguement then everything falls apart. One thing i dont understand is how you can talk to me one way one time then be the opposite another. It makes me question if the words you tell me are what you actually mean, i know i cant be no better i know i get mad and angry sometimes so i cant be a hypocrite but it hurts. I dont know if you want to be here for me like you say