It’s hard being with people, I don’t remember once when someone every texted or called me first. Isolation is the worst. I thought I had a friend that would get it because she supposedly “is also very isolated and no one talks to her” but I see her always texting calling and hanging out with a variety of people. My friends forgot about me. I don’t talk to anyone in camp. I’m getting emotionally attached to everyone who even talks to me for a little bit. I just need somebody to actually always talk to. I want to cut myself. Maybe that will make people pay attention to me more.