My father is the most abusive, apathetic, and hypocritical person that I have the displeasure of knowing. For about 90% of my childhood, he talked to me and my brother like garbage, and treated my mother way worse and almost killed her at one point. My mom did not leave him until I was almost 11, and I still am angry at her for not leaving him sooner. He basically gave me PTSD which pretty much ruined my life. I wanted so long to call him out for his behavior, and unfortunately, he lives off the grid now, so I have zero ways of contacting him. I also despise his parents, as his dad is just as abusive, and his mom is a passive-aggressive woman who should never had stayed with her husband; and no, I really don't care if they're my grandparents, they made many excuses for their son's behavior, that's not okay! It's not fair that everyone else had a better childhood and don't understand the pain that I am going through. I want my childhood back...