I..for over a month my girlfriend someone who I love so much is just stringing me along.I sit here and hope that she chooses me again like the day we met..but everyone everything is 1000x more important it feels.I am never chosen by her anymore she lies to me..doesn’t text me,never calls or wants to spend time together.Then randomly says she loves me and I fall for it..and I sit here hating myself for loving so hard and all the pain that comes with it.I don’t wanna let go..I don’t wanna move on..I want the person who chose me..she doesn’t I’m invisible and stupid.I can’t take it some days..I just sleep and think about the depression taking hold and drowning me over and over again. I’m tired of never being enough,always being honest,always caring,never being cared for or about unless I say something that threatens me.I just want someone to care.