It fucking sucks. Why did you do it? Why? WYWHYWHEYEHYEHEYEYEHYE??! DID YOU HAVE FUN?! WAS IT FUN LEADING ME ALONG LIKE THAT WHEN APPARENTLY THERE WAS SOMEONE ELSE?!! no... nonono thats not fair. you're too good for that. most likely, you just didnt even know i liked you. most likely, you just took me as a friend and didnt realize anything. BUT THAT MAKES IT SO HARD BECAUSE WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO?! I GET ATTACHED SO FUCKING FAST! IM SORRY IM SO SORRY BUT WHAT AM I EVEN SUPPOSED TO DO?! i just really liked you, and you said you wanted friends to lovers, so i tried that, but did i ever even have a chance? no, he was already there. it fucking sucks, because i know you didnt do anything wrong. i wish you did because then i can just hate you and move on, but all you did was befriend a stupid, anxiously attached, obsessive, asinine, dickhead, asshole, dumbass, miserable excuse of a man, and now here we are. I'm so sorry, im jsut so sorry, but idk if I can keep being the friend you wanted