I'm so sad I think I should kill myself. I have money problems (and the worst part is I can't find a job). We don't have electricity or water. I don't want my brother to have any difficulties because he's in high school and I'm not (I'm 19), and I should at least be working as much as I can. I feel like my mother is worse off than me when she shouldn't have to take care of our problems anymore, and I really try to help her, but I barely do any odd jobs that pay very little. I'm grateful that at least we have food and a place to sleep; we're not on the street. However, this situation is awful. I know these are problems that can be solved in the very long term, but I want to kill myself.
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