Honestly, life feels so stressful complicated and lonely. Going into the new years, I was hopeful, escatic even to start anew. I had so many goals, aspirations, new things I thought I would experience. But now, the year is ending soon and I'm just kinda feeling down. I'm in a good class, I thought I was a good student. Yet, I feel so behind, everyone studies so hard, everyone seems ahead and me? I feel like I don't work hard enough, like im falling behind and I don't feel like studying anymore. There are times when I try, but I get headaches and distracted so easily. I'm in a friendgroup, honestly my friends are amazing. They're nice, studious, quiet, relatable. But I often feel left out, and I constantly compare myself to that one girl in my group. She's pretty, she's hardworking, guys like her, she's always smiling and so many people find her approachable. She's everything I want to be and I feel like people are so gravitated towards her but nor me. I admit, I people please, I want t