I might've just bombed my application to transfer to my dream school for engineering. I had very average grades, then they slowly started getting better, now in my last semester before applying I got an A in one class and a C+ in the other because I waited too long to start studying for the final. I'm so ashamed even thinking of submitting my application. I got a fucking C+, when the average applicant has a B+ or A average. I have lived in the same city as this school my entire life so it already means a lot to me. To be rejected by it would be like a metaphor for failing in life, before it has even started. Plus I'd be leaving so many experiences and friends behind I could never get at a smaller/lower ranked school. I'm so nervous.