I'm scared to form relationships- of any kind for that matter! New people freak me out. I can't even look at the cashier at the supermarket sometimes man. Im wayyyyyy too self conscious. It's so uncontrolable and hard to ignore. You know, that thought of "am I good enough"? Too fat, too thin? To much, too little? Good enough to make this person like me? Man, it is irritating sometimes, because you know you shouldn't do it, but being self critical comes soooooo damn natural. How can you not?