I really want to kill myself. For over all my life my parents keep on getting into fights (one-sided) I am a victim of their arguments because first off my mom made me hypersexual and depressed, then she starts being mean she yells and hurts me by making personal insults then starts making me feel guilt like I'm the one who molested her and caused mental trauma. And secondly my dad is genuinely a poor excuse, he is brave enough to join the army but his cowardice is astonishing when it comes to raising his own child and doing anything to protect me from mental harm. The only family I have is my younger sister, older brother. And one time my parents asked me this is why I'm like this. Funny. This why "your" child is aways mentally unstable and neglected and attempted litteral SUICIDE twice and feels more at home venting to strangers and starving themselves and self harming and needing therapy and needing to get locked up in a asylum. And guess what I still love them...