When my mom saw my SH scars, she said “ew, Now you can’t be a model! Also, did you do that to copy your brother? Only stupid people will do that yk? Why did you even do that?!” Before that day, my brother SH himself so much that blood was all over the floor. It was on the mirror, the stairs, and his room was a mess. It filled half the floor. Ik, my brother does SH more than me so it’s seen as a more important thing than me. But why would she say that?!? I’m getting hurt by my parents words and actions, yet I’m some supposed “perfect” child.. and my brother is the one who gets better treatment.. IK that I have anger issues and always talk back while he doesn’t. But still. It’s so unfair.. he gets the attention for SH, gets food and compliments while I don’t get any help for my SH, only about my skin. Doesn’t get food unless I beg, no good words. Nothing. Only silence. My grades are shit too.. I always think about ending it. My “parents” failed to complete their fucking role. They suck.