I hate, well I don’t know what I hate, It’s like everything about me makes me upset of sick, I’m never good enough in my own standard, I truthfully hate my hight as a gay I never wanted to be tall and now I just feel wrong I also have tons and tons and tons and tons of sexual thoughts about everything and it makes me feel sick and the gross and well not ok things make me . . . Yeah hard not to hear it and not feel disappointed I am as well, in my self that is. I’d never do anything to harm a person or myself I promise but I don't think I’ll live how I’d prefer, it’s not about money or status it’s about me and I’d never do anything to change my form because I’m afraid I’ll ruin something I don’t see yet aka no changing my body. I love people who get me but in the ultimate cliché nobody gets me, nobody likes my hobbies or who I really am and I really don’t blame them being friends with people is hard for me because I can’t tell them what I want, I just mimic them so they’re happy.