idk tbh I cry like every night I feel alone atp and I feel like everyone hates me..I hate my parents mostly my dad but honestly whenever they try and be this perfect family I js sulk because I know i'm nort the person they wanted..I have a big urge to sh myself again..I'm holding back with everything I have but idk if its enough..I've attempted too I don't know if I'm good enough for this world ..