Hi everyone, been wanting to let this out my chest. I feel like I'm gonna die soon so this is my goodbye letter to all. Thank you to the people who supported me through everything and to all the people who made me genuinely laugh, but it really wasn't enough to get rid of everything in my head. Nothing stops my head from thinking, even in sleep, it talks through dreams. I tried, I really tried my hardest but i can't deal with this anymore. You can call me weak all you want for giving up but i just want some peace for once. My head is so loud and it talks to me everytime i make a mistake. I cant eat or sleep anymore. I can't take it anymore, im sorry to everyone. Im sorry to my sisters for leaving them so early on and im sorry to my friends for leaving them. I really did try. I quit smoking, tried focusing on something else other tan the voices in my head, but it didnt work. When it was silent, i could still hear everything. So for the very last time, I'm sorry and goodbye.