Love hurts. It's beautiful yet heartbreakingly painful too. They asked for distance, to go no contact for a few months. I thought I had a couple left with them, but no..I dont. But even tho they said if I reach you theyd answer me Im going to respect their wish for no contact. I love them so much..I would do anything for them. Even this. I know I hurt them, I didnt mean to.. I always seem to do that, lose the ones I love. Or maybe thats the abandonment issues talking. Either way theres a void where you were, and nothing i do will fill it. You said you love me, you didnt let go of my hand until I turned away. Even then I slipped from your finger tips, neither wishing to let go. Because we knew this would be the last time we hugged or saw each other for a while. I was holding back tears, clinging to my lashes like icicles on a roof. Were you holding in tears of your own? Or were your eyes dry like the last time we said goodbye