A couple years ago was one of the worst years of my life, multiple relatives died, 3 of my best friends moved, one of the friends that moved was dealing with a lot of mental health struggles because of her mom so I tried to help her which eventually lead to the mom banning me from seeing my best friend, and the other 2 friends that moved away were siblings, they knew that they were moving for several months but didn't tell until a month before they left. All of that happened in the span of 6 months and I never really got to process all of it. Only now I am starting to try and get over all of this but I have no one to talk to except myself so I'm just starting to feel like I'm losing my mind