I wanna be that fun outgoing girl so bad but I just can’t. When I go somewhere I play conversions in my head so I’m prepared but when we start talking I get so awkward and I don’t know how to talk to people. I don’t have a lot of friends and this summers been pretty lonely. It’s so frustrating I wish I could be myself because I think people would love me if I did but then when I be myself I regret it and think I’m being annoying I think I’m too quit and too loud and I think that people love me but I don’t think anybody likes me and people are just nice to me cause they feel bad but no one wants to be seen with me. I also just got braces and I look so chopped and they look weird on me and everyone just got there braces off so everyone just glowed up. And I have to wait another two years.