i hate the way i overthink about everything, i hate that its easy for me to feel insecure like my friends have a gc together without me even if they do why should i care and yet i do care?? im so scared because i think i screwed up a friendship i was talking about someone’s ex saying some rumour about my friend to a gc without that friend because i didnt want them to feel bad and one of the people was hanging out with that friend at that time and the friend whose ex made a bad rumour status was “guys, lets let it go” i feel like it was quite directed at me but ik its not like no we’re not friends anymore but i just dont wanna lose them because theyre nice. i wish i didnt say that i get too comfortable i have sucha. big mouth please tell me to shut up.