I've recently found out that one of my close friends as well as their friendgroup have been saying horrible shit about me behind my back for months and practically boasted about how "useless" "incompetent" i am,, to an entire classroom, to teachers, and my friends. while i was blissfully unaware. when i found out i tried to act "okay" but i really couldn't eat or sleep anymore, my sister was also making things extremely difficult, several times throughout the year she would lash out at me and would repeatedly ignore me for several weeks on end. this summer i cant stop thinking about how i was treated, by my sister and everyone around me, i feel so trapped and i let people do and say horrible things to me. with this school year coming up i feel more helpless than ever.