Everything feels like it's spiraling out of control. My mom is sick and I'm afraid for the worst. My family only cares about my paycheck and couldn't care less about my well being. I feel so alone and so overwhelmed. I want to help but I keep falling shirt every single time and then someone's upset with Mr all over again, telling me I need to do better because I'm not doing enough. I want to leave, but I physically can't. I cry every night because it feels like everything is crumbling all around me and there's nothing I can do to stop it.