I feel so fucking miserable everyday of my life, I have emotional highs and lows every day I always feel like I can't take it anymore then I feel better and then it goes back to me wanting to kill myself and I can't take the cycle anymore I am exhausted I can't go a day without thinking of taking an entire bottle of Adderall or cutting myself I feel like I wanna throw up everything either feels so empty or so extreme I can't handle my own emotions I know this is poorly communicated im sorry I'm extremely distressed rn I wanna end my life
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