Ive lost 90% of all the hobbies I used to enjoy, I feel numb half the time and I feel like I can’t breathe. But on the other hand I have moments where I have no regrets and I feel truly happy and I have the best friend anyone could ever ask for. Shes helped me so much especially this year. It’s just sometimes I feel like I honestly want to just be gone, or just be able to switch my brain off for a day or two every so often. Hope I sort this out soon before September (bet it’ll get worse lol)