I have a friend who I've been friends with for years. She's sweet and everything, I love her (platonically), and we also go to the same highschool. Sometimes I had my doubts about her, but I do with basically everyone except for my bsf of 10 years. Now, I have no idea if my gut feelings are actually good and I should listen or if she's a good friend. Sometimes she makes remarks, even if not about me, that I dont really like, but she's a sweet person. Other people put this to my attention that maybe she's not as sweet as I think her to be, and Idk if they're right and I'm the stupid amd naive one or if she's just like that. Because yeah, I don't always get invited everywhere, but she does invite me to places, she does talk to me. Albeit I have been the conversation-starter to the few hangouts during summer. I wonder if it was truly the awkwardness we have when we chat that deters her from doing that herself, or if she's been a liar all these years. Is she really as bad? I don't know.