i alrdy enrolled at a college but i like to think abt the times where i was still deciding and in fact, choosing a university as an excuse to get away from this household and people. like, i wanted to choose a uni at the capital city but i wasn't allowed to---worse, it felt like instead of wishing me luck, they wished i wouldn't pass. guess what? i couldn't pass any of those exams (probs my skill issue but that shit hurt so bad). i had to choose a college in a diff city tho. yk what's bad??? i can't even live on my own apartment or dorm---i STILL live with this person (family member who i have a resentment towards). mind yall, i've NEVER gotten my own room or privacy and im 18 so............. and i get thrown shit at me whenever they say im incapable of surviving life---WELL GEE I WONDER WHY...every time i tried to do shit all i get is anger and criticism so i've never learned OR ASK bc I was terrified---fucking love this life man fucking love it.