my brain is genuinely tired of this life. how is it supposed to function for the next decade like i can't keep up with anything anymore all this feels like bullshit. BUT YOU KNOW WHAT, a part of my brain very much believes that everything would be alright if I just cut everyone off and restart in another country NOW THAT'S THE DUMBASS IN ME SPEAKING BUT I HAVE A FEELING THAT THIS DUMBASS IS RIGHT