I genuinely think me not waking up in the morning would make the world better... I have ex friends spreading some serious fucking rumors about me and I've lost all motivation to exist anymore.... I wish I could even try to defend myself but... I remember nothing about anything cause I was struggling with the start of a substance addiction.....so my defense is I don't know and I can't remember I once wanted to be friends again that if I got sober and we actually communicated I could fix things... But no, now I want to die so I can make their lives more comfortable... I want to die so they can live happily Isn't that massed up.... I hope they can live happily knowing that if I died that I died to make them happier and more comfortable
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