I feel like a void wearing a human face. I am never enough for anyone. They always want more from me, to get under my skin, but there is nothing there for them to find. I don't know how to give them what they want and so I always run. No one will ever forgive me for leaving. So many times I wish I stayed, but the closer they get the closer they are to realizing there is nothing in me. I am nothing at all.