oh oh my god I'm so so so disgusting okay so it first started with me talking to my parents about a boy that asked me out. he had some gross habits, and I mentioned it to my parents. they said that I would do the same thing and that made me feel so disgusting at first I didn't care as much, it would embarrass me a little bit, but now i'm analyzing everything I do. if I sit in a specific way? I'm gross. i cant even scratch my face anymore without my mind screaming at how disgusting I am. i'm so disgusting please please please im sorry just make it stop please please please I hate it