I’m such a little bitch I’m such a pussy I freak out whenever a see a fucking bug and I ask my parents to kill it but they always get annoyed and then I hate myself it’s a fucking bug just a tiny mosquito or spider or something but I still freak out and I just argued with my mom about that and I just cut I always cut my shoulder bc it’s easier to hide but my friend is hosting a pool party and I’m so fucked for it wtf do I do why am I such a pussy I hate myself so so so so so so so so so so so so so much