I just feel so hopeless looking at the world right now. For context I'm a young teenager who has a pretty nice life in all honesty. But I recently have been surrounding myself with people online who are overly political and negative at my age, and whenever I try to state something positive about the world healing, they shut it down with something else. And that's led me into a spiral and research on some of these topics that have been affecting my mental health. They often make fun of me for being uneducated, but I can't handle some of these topics. These topics make me severely depressed, and I try to explain it to them but they keep on bringing these things up. I do find myself pathetic for nit being able to handle the real world and this has just turned into self loathing. They said some stuff about how we're too young to be obsessing over these negative topics, but they call me overly privileged (to be honest, I kinda am) and make me answer political questions.