im so tired of having to remember it everyday i have to remember every word he said every sickeningly sweet one and every harsh bitter one i can barely remember anything else but the memories of him are so vivid i don’t want to remember anymore i just want to forget please just stop everything just stop i just wanna forget how his fingers felt forced into me im so stressed out with life and school i feel so behind ill never succeed now just like he told me ill be a failure just like him im so stupid why did i ever trust him i should’ve known better at 12