I can’t get over my ex. Seriously, I think I’m fucking broken. It was my first relationship ever. I had my first kiss with that person. But heaven only lasted three months, until on the 12th of July, I got a text saying that they wanted a break from dating. Ever since then, I’ve been listening to a playlist of music that reminds me of them, reviewing our text messages from back when we were dating, and oh my god I want them back. But they said they weren’t ready, and I could respect that. While we were dating, our friend always shipped them with another one of our friends, and I feel like they might start dating here. I mean, yeah sure. They look really fucking cute together, and I’m just sitting here in the background, not knowing what the fuck to do in my life. I’m planning to wait a year for them. A whole year, yes, call me “the crazy ex”, but maybe a year later, she’ll be ready to date again? For now, I’ll just sit and watch from the sidelines, as the good fucking friend I am.