Genuinely, it just makes no sense. I wish I could make sense of it. How they made me feel continuously, on purpose and not, freaking sucks. Even subconsciously they chose everything over my feelings. All I did was be a peace keeper. Never once did they ask about my problems, only told me their own and added to mine. The way they treated me was awful. I was just convenient for them and once I wasn't? Gone. The moment drama came up, they decided I was going to be part of it too. It feels terrible knowing I wasted so much time on two people who never cared. So much time on two people who used me as a pawn. It just sucks, truly. And it only got worse.